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Last GoodbyeI can hear deaths sweet call, wrapping its sharp claws around my broken heart. The temptation to cross the line and walk in the shadow of death once more is unbearably strong. So I close my eyes and take a step but something stops me. I'm unable to move, though I keep trying to take the final steps towards death.Last Goodbye by devotedwritter93
For the first time I notice the warmth of something wrapped around me, holding me in place. I turn to a face that's filled with love. My eyes find yours and fill with tears as I realize that love is meant for me. I try to pull away, to hide my love in fear of causing you pain, or of me being hurt once more…but you won't let go. You hold me tightly, willing me to stay. Hoping for my trust, but I won’t give in. I keep trying to leave, desperate now. I turn around " Please, let go," I cry hysterically trying to pull away. "PLEASE!"
I'm begging now, trying as hard as I can not to look into your eyes. I know if I do, I'll give in. I won’t let myself. No, no
Blue as the OceanBlue as the oceanBlue as the Ocean by devotedwritter93
deep as the sea
when they are open
then you can see
the truth now showing
eyes turned to me
blue as the ocean
wish you could see
there's truth in knowing
what is to be
the lies I'm sowing
hoping to see
love for me glowing
for all to see
In Memory, Heart, and Mind AlwaysIn Memory, Heart, and Mind Always by devotedwritter93
I feel a small smile spread across my face as my eyes focus on his brown hair and slender build.
"MAC!" I call out as I run right into his arms to share a quick hug.
"Crystal! It's so great to see you!" He looks to the right to see a young man standing next to me. "Well " he began with a knowing glint in his eyes, "is this him? Is this your man?!"
I can feel myself blush and I giggle lightly as I turn to Sven and introduce him as my boyfriend. MacLean then turns to him and says, "Sven, you had better treat this girl right!" his eyes meet mine and he continues. "Because she's a special girl, and she deserves the absolute best."
I smile lightly as we share on last hug, this one a bit longer than the one before. I had the strangest feeling inside, something I couldn't quite decipher. Almost as if God himself was trying to warn me that this was going to be the last hug that we ever shared together, like he was preparing me for the future only he knew was coming. We smiled once more at